Sabtu, 17 September 2022

In Case You Don't Know

Setelah berkali kali membaca 'Dunia Shopie'

Aku akhirnya bergeser ke Elizabeth Kostova's 'Historians'

In case you don't know

'Historians' is a novel wrote by Elizabeth Kostova

Hiding story about Drakula

Eastern Europe back in the 1.400s A.C

So sad, so naive, and so silly

About 15 years old girl, sleeping with 20 years old boy, doing something stupid

Doing the old things

We both love Liam Gallagher

Yeah, I'm talking to you.... 

Minggu, 04 September 2022

Am I Getting Better?

Suddenly, my brain visualizes 3D motion in this head.

Right after, my heart recalled something strong about friendship from the past.

Things that came to mind after the heart felt so deeply about resolution.

About friendship that came along from years and years behind.

Strange thing in the night.

And the vision brings it back into my feelings.

Are you alright, my old friend? 

This is a vision about nights when we were younger doing old things like the ones before. 

Drinking and laughing and loving everywhere around your place.

And possibly didn't give a damn about the future. 

This past haunts me again.

While I'm not really lonely, but chilling about yesterday so suddenly. 

Am I getting better? 


Kamis, 25 Agustus 2022

"Justin never know the rules..."

"Justin never know the rules..."

Hari ini hari Jumat

Sejumput lirik '1979' from Smashing Pumpkin mengembalikan sesuatu yang tersita oleh waktu sepanjang weekday

Lagu berganti...

4 Non Blondes

"Oh my God, yes I pray every single day for a revolution!!!"

With 'Bitter Sweet Symphony' after that, 

So magical! 

And FYI, that's the reason I love holiday very fuckin' much. 

Because, it's only music and the dream

And the most important thing is, 

It's only me

In my life

Taking time, 

Respectfully,

Waiting for you

Only. . . 

Selasa, 16 Agustus 2022

Eksistensi Sudah Mati

Robot-robot akan binasa. 

Tepat setelah mereka mampu bersuara

Eksistensi sekedar basa-basi saja

Rasa cinta yang mudah mati

Namun harus mati-matian pula untuk mempertahankannya


Robot-robot akan binasa. 

Kelak ketika mereka sudah terlalu mencandu terhadap keindahan cinta

Semuanya dibalikkan hanya dengan sedikit pembalikan fakta belaka


Eksistensi sudah mati

Hari hanya berganti hari

Bulan hanya berganti bulan

Tahun hanya berganti tahun

Dan 9-to-5 menjadi satu-satunya realita


Eksistensi sudah mati

Banyak yang berganti hati dan lari

Ada juga yang hidup menyendiri

Mendengarkan bisikan penuh makna

Dari dirinya sendiri


Eksistensi sudah mati

Robot-robot akan binasa

Minggu, 07 Agustus 2022

Billie Eilish

Billie Eilish pengen kayak Cardi B

Rap Disco yang menyengat urat saraf dan memaksa jiwa dan raga untuk bergoyang

We Not Humping

Disco yang terhampar di gurun gangster

Lalu lari ke dalam semangat In Da Club 

50 Cent

Feeling my style, feeling my flow

Shot shot shot and shot! 

Dan having fun di tengah teriknya matahari

Bernama pekerjaan

California Love

Lalu menerobos melalui lirik elegan

Tupac dan Dr. Dre

In the city of LA

West Coast

East Coast

After Tupac Hit 'em Up

Young, Wild, and Free was born

So what we get drunk? 

So what...? 

Conclude the Big phase with that song

The song about how we should extremely hard to the bad things inside us

That called:

Young, Wild, and Free! 

Repeat! 

Young, Wild, and Free! 

And what's inside my heart, that's all about you... 

that's all about you... 

Jumat, 24 Juni 2022

Yogyakarta

I love this town

I see places, I see my past, lovely past

My history

Youngsters full of love

And free

Made mistakes

And free

Just like how I used to be

We feel pain

They feel pain

When it hurts

We were going to a little lovely place called 5 dimensi

Dengan begitu, maka tahulah kau kalau sejauh ini kau berteman dengan siapa

"Aku dibawa terbang ke alam mereka," kata Kaka

Namun, senyum manis ternyata tidak seperti di dalam lagu-lagu cinta

Di mana kita merasa mendengarkan, padahal tidak, 

Dan masih banyak sisi diri yang perlu diisi arti

Memang, hidup ini hanyalah realitas belaka

Pemalu, dan sedih

Rabu, 18 Mei 2022

HEART

I'm looking on it

And it's the wild behind the wall

A mount's not buried in it

And clouds hide a thing on it


And


The town makes me looking down

Into the earth that I don't belong

Then I fly myself with these unique wings

And the bad suddenly become a thing


So, what is it?