Madness...

Once, She said,"Don't you ever lie to me about everything."

And then I said,"No, I will not." But, you know, I don't believe her and I don't understand her so I decided to myself to do not telling her about a few things. That is a problem below:

There was a time when I was so, you know, and I like to say, "a little problematic". She was called me and she said,"So, what happens to you?", So, I remember what she said about a "lie" to me, and then, I said to her that I was in a complexity troubles such a get hungry, no money in my pocket, I had a problem with my lecture, and asked her, what is the solution to fix this troubles of mine? And then she said," Son, you better be shut up, and don't talk too much about your troubles. I think you already have an understanding to knows about our situation at this time."

And I said,"You said that I couldn't lie to you about everything. But, just now, you said that me be better to shut up? What do you want from me? Am I slavery? Who are you? Now, I'm going too far. I'm sorry."

But still, there is one thing that I want to say to the people like that,"I confuse about the "thinks" that you were thought." I'm in troubles and you know everything about this, but, why you put me between two minds that makes me 'I don't know what I'm going to do' by said, 'don't you ever lie to me about everything', then you said,'son, you better be shut up, and don't talk too much about your troubles'?" Hmmmh. Who are you? You sounds like a parents. Are you a parents? I hope not.

When the kids are in troubles, in my opinion, they will feels like something is hitting them right in somewhere in their minds and feelings, and they've ready to blame even when they're not really sure that they can face the pain instead. And then, still in my opinion, the parents, the adults so, will said to the kids,"Yeah, the reality is really exist." After that, I said to myself,"A long ago, I'd met someone who touched my soul, because he was just brilliant. Yes, I admit it. He was like an American Dreaming Man who can do anything that he wants. Maybe, I'm not right enough about this matter, but, at least, I can put the believing in to myself so I do believe in myself to say everything that I want to say. Not like the Man who dreaming a loud about American Life. I said to myself, I hate this kind of man. Ok, back to the story again. When the reality's coming, this Man, "American Man" (He's not an American Man as Far as I know) he's only said to me, Yeah, I think we must surrender to the things that I was so hatred for that."

And, to be honest, I am really angry for that. Because, this man just do something that everybody know and nothing's special. I'm pretty sure, that this guy, is so afraid of parents old rules. Fuck it!

Well, what about the kids now? What should we do? Life is change in every second time. Sometimes we will being a parents like you. You don't need to worry. And I hope you just think that it's a funny thing that I said. I hope nothing from you, though, on the other hand, I need your help as a parents, adults maybe, to gives us, the kids, a freedom and please do not forces us by your will. Yeah, you only need to give us a foods, and money for the rest of your old rules.

I am very angry on you...

I desperately wants that everybody take this story as a joke, because I want it to be like that.

Thank you...